Yesterday's storm within mirrored the storm without.

Dark clouds overhead, dark thoughts.

Wind whipping my skirt about my boots,  internal wind causing my liver to cry out in anger.

Rain, sleet and snow mimicked the icy sheet that barred my heart from feeling
 anything other than pain.

TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Newness in the form of sweet Surya wrapping its warm arms around me as I wake
 up to this brilliant day.

Blue skies mirror the bright blueness in my throat center...a clean, new pristine place since
  having allowed the pain to leave me just yesterday.

Knowing what i will do and knowing when to do it is a gift to me this morn.

Love shouts from my heart the gratitude I feel for having yet another day.

...the computer, I'm finding, is an easy place to come into contact with

some people who don't live in the real world of human beings.  They attempt

 to prey on people whom they think will take their bait.  I believed I was

 developing a friendship with someone who is such a person.

With that said, I must look at my own life and investigate why I've been
 
 attracting those whom are of my title's sake. 

Unreal.

Or not.

Look at my ex-husband...I attracted him. 

I must explore what I need to clear in order to attract a more up-standing 
 
 human being.

So you see, I blame it all on me, not him.  He's being as he always likely was.

But I'm in change mode, so explorin' I'll go......

I am that which I think.

250 years old, but look like / feel like I do now...that would be an experience!